Aug 19, 2009

A SIMPLE LIFE dont always mean simple

[Practising My English] A life's story had always been an amazing story to tell to anyone.i w0nder if i ever had an interesting m0ment to be shared while im in UTM Skudai. well, im n0t so excited to be here.nevermind.l0ng st0ry,sh0rt mem0ries.
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i've been sitting in my r0om when i was suddenly thinking of a special person in Terengganu. i did keep thinking of him everyday in my life actually.first l0ve?maybe.why maybe?c0z im afraid that i d0nt really understand the meaning of first l0ve.the real meaning of it.
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i c0uld still see the first time when we were met face to face. it was on 24th January 2009. i've been kn0wing him f0r over 3 years back then. never meet him bef0re. he was wearing a black sweater and a jeans that day. i was so nerv0us that i hit him on his sh0ulder after juz saying hye.haha. not with a large amount of energy on that one hit but pity him!hehe. he's tall,that was my first expressi0n.never expected that.
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we spent that day with just talked to each other, walked, watched m0vie and all of what u c0uld p0ssibly think of d0ing when u spend ur day outside of ur h0use. it was just a simple date but n0t f0r a pers0n who was actually fell in love. >,<
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im grateful to have s0me0ne that i l0ve m0st in my life besides my family of c0urse. i really do live in a life which is full of love.l0ve them!

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life isnt easy as spelling it on paper. i n0ticed that.s0meh0w pe0ple make life even harder than i c0uld imagine.My life. . . . .a l0t to say on that.everyb0dy have their own percepti0n on life, id0nt kn0w ab0ut y0ur th0ughts, n0r do i care.
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back to me, currently studying in Skudai,h0ping there will be a week h0liday regarding to the H1N1 cases.l0ts of pe0ple were dying. it's hunting s0me of us but we can do n0thing ab0ut it[n0, i d0nt really mean the 'n0thing']. h0nestly, i can c0unt on my fingers on h0w many pe0ple are wearing mask elsewhere. frightening.
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s0me of my classmates are on their way back to their h0me.n0,n0, n0t caused by the H1N1 cases. h0mesick,pr0bably. and, darn it,my friend and I have to c0mplete one of our GR0UP assgmnts.yeah, n0t so easy to be ME. d0nt misunderstand on what i was just saying.
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ah,18th August 2009. graduati0n day. hurm...it was seri0usly sad if n0body fr0m y0ur family (or even y0ur l0ver) c0mes to the graduati0n day to see u on stage. i wasnt really into the emoti0n at first because 2 days bef0re that day, i was h0me, met everyb0dy. And bef0re that, i didnt really mind when my father said he's s0rry f0r n0t c0ming. but then, THAT DAY,(just imagine), everyb0dy was with their family, gathered, t0ok pictures there and there, and suddenly deep2 inside y0ur heart, or even deeper than that, u miss ur family,h0ping there will be s0meb0dy there, may be woth fl0wers on their hands, or perhaps a camera, ready to take y0ur pictures elsewhere.Ah, i felt that once. lucky i g0t my friend, who was actually in the same situation juz like me.but i felt lluckier than her.she isnt back h0me yet since the first day we were here,in Skudai.Walaweyh.
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it wasnt just st0p there. a day after, i w0ke up fr0m my bed, and i saw fl0wers on my r0omate's table.ah~~i d0nt really2 fancy fl0wers.but s0meh0w i h0pe even 0nce in my life, s0meb0dy w0uld give it to me. cant wait f0r my graduati0n day after i finish my study here!i'll get th0se fl0wers f0r sure!haha.
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and life really is upredictable!within my sadness m0ments on my graduation day,still,a day after, my l0ve 0ne called me. and guess what, he's g0ing to w0rk in J0hor!!!insyaALLAH.eventh0ugh the place of w0rk will be in Segamat, who cares, right?that place is much,much,much preferrable than where he is in n0w.
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and i h0pe my life in Skudai will be much,much,much meaningful. . .

=)

Cako

Aug 15, 2009

id0p d 0gos

mmg gile lame ak x online sbnrnye.h0h.nk kate bZ,mmgla bZ cket.wat ape?hurm,tade owg pn yg nk taw.haha!Ak bwu je ms0k umo 21 ta0n og0s nie.ye,percayela,ak suda tua.tpi x sebest ta0n2 dlu p0n.ade la bbrape kwn yg ingt.but nevermind.yg penting adelah fmily dan kekaseyku msih ingt lagi besdayku yg itu.tanx sume!
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id0p kt UTM skudai dkelilingi kwn2 yg aku kenali.kenal sejak mase ak amek dip kt utmkl.ade yg sgt menjengkelkan..dan Alhmdulillah,still ade yg rapat n sekepale dgan ak.kit0rang nie dibahagikn kpd 2 kelas taw.bersyukur gak ah c0z sem ni kit0rang pye jadual x padat mane.tpi ak tertekan jugak aa asyik d c0mpare je claz kt0rang ngn claz ag satu tuh.kepade kwn2ku yg berade d claz selaen ak,sile la berhenti mnganggap claz kit0rng sgt senang utk menghadapinye.weyh,kit0rng p0n cm k0wng gak,tensi0n ngn lectr n ade je subjek yg susah.lagi byk dr k0wng k0t.tpi balik2 k0wng bgi ayat cm claz ktrg ni sgt rileks.apekah masalah kalian?
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mggu depan konvo utk dipl0ma...ak lik KL nie.sbnrnye utk mnghadiri temuduga utk pinjaman pelajaran yayasan selang0r.n slaen itu aku perlu mencari kasut itam yg berttup d depan dan blkang ye utk k0nvo tuh.ah,ak x xcited lgsung k0t nk k0nvo.abah x dtg k0t utk tg0k ak.da abah x dtg,kekasey p0n x dtgla k0t.huhu,sedeyh2.tpi xpe.kwnku p0n fmily nye dr kedah x dtg.
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eyp,mkin dasat aa H1N1 nie.tat0t...

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i've been watching harry p0tter's new m0vie.yg aku pasan adelah,hanye owg yg x bace buku tu je yg x ske cite tuh.f0r me,it's awes0me! >,<

---aLin---

Jun 17, 2009

penat2!~

ak bwu lepas kua g bli barang.tersangatla penat pabila anda perlu memnjat escalat0r yg tdak berfungsi ye.darn it!3tgkat k0t!ade auntie arab dpan ak tuh ilek je pnjat,ak yg termengah2 kt blakang die taw~~malu2.perlu lebeyh bersenam!
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bwu je jejak kaki d area yg ak pergi itu, ak tg0k ade byk manusia berkeliaran d sane sini taw.pernyataan itu tdak membebankan sel2 d 0takku,ttpi sebaik shja ak melihat wjah2 mereka, ak tr0s rase tensen.bukan nk bersikap prejudis atau ape2.tpi cam rimas plak.ak tg0k sane sini ade warge2 ind0n.err,berkumpul unt0k membeli nmbor ek0r mngkin.yg malay p0n berlambak.tpi cm da lebeyh kurang je plak ak tg0k.adeyh. T_T
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still in d same place, ak tg0k moto berlambak kt tmpt prking kete.ak ingt nk amek gamba sat nk tnjuk ag bukti pencer0b0han line prking utk kete.tpi memandangkn ramai gileri0uklu s owg kt ctu,mesty d0wng usha plik jerk klu ak d0k amek gamba plak kn.hehe!lupekan.
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skrg ak tgah aket tekak + bat0k2.ak telah memastikan yg ak tade ciri2 owg yg ade influenza a tuh.mgkin cuaca tersangat la pnas mnyebabkn kesakitan itu berlaku.seksa gak la.kekaseyku plak bat0k2 n pgi td ade kua darah k.die gtaw la.ak pn tataw nape.any idea?hurm...
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jumaat ni akn kua kputusan permohonan utk smbung degree bgi lepasan dipl0ma.ak tersangat la cuak.ngh pk gak nk wt muke pe bile ak dpt atau x dpt smbung u..adeyh.keyakinan diri sgt rendah ketika ini.tataw la kt ane ak akn berada pasni.ak nk try dpt result lekl0k ag,better dr yg lepas bia aku dpt apply smbung biasswa.besh seyh dpt biasswa.id0p tade la sshkn owg sgt d ms blaja dan d ms akn dtg.t0l x?
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maghrib suda.kwnku kate nk dtg umah tpi smpi skrg ni x nmpk2 btg id0ng nye.xpe2.aku menunggu aje~
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ak skrg tgah pk nk kumpul buku cite @n0vel ape ek wt k0leksi.hehe!ak x byk
simpan sgt tpi kt umah ku da ade siri salma(ni kmpul time sk0lah rendah),harry p0tter(all time fav),siri2 hantu(bpk ak pye),mjalah yg berbagai jenis(terkumpul scr x sngaja),eh ade byk ag aa..ak suke bce manga tpi x ske kumpul cz ade da kat tenet(www.onemanga.com).hik3.kedek0t taw aku nie.hehe!ak nk tiru kwnku ah,kumpul buku shin chan.h0h0,besh gak tuh.ha,ngn smngtnye ak upl0ad gmbar buku2 kt umah ku.wp0n x byk ane p0n,tpi ak ske tg0k!!haha.malangnye kekaseyku penin bau buku.ak ingt ag die penin2 pas ms0k kin0kuniya dganku.wkakaka.sian bliau.
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k l0r.ch0w!~

---cako---

Jun 14, 2009

petang yg gelisah T_T

ah,ttbe tingat kt owg yg pnah aketkn ati ku dlu.tuh yg glisah jp nie.tpi ak puas ati c0z die skrg da taw ak bahagie ngn id0pku skrg!yeah!ni pesan utk die:ko tade hak nk judge aku ngn sape skrg c0z he's much3 better than u!get 0ut of my life!!!darn it, i wish i c0uld tell him dat.
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tpi kegelisahanku hampir berakhir bile ak dpt chat ngn kengkawan lameku.taw sal skandal2 d0wng,cite terbaru d0wng.still tggu nk jmpe nie.tataw la dpt jmpe ke x b4 sume owg strt bZ lik.
n ak insyaAllah akn ke tganu utk bercuti2.hehe!can't wait!
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darn it,nape ak asyik terjumpe owg yg berlagak tpi x dpt nk berlagak lik kt owg tu!ekeke.kinda ann0ying la th0se pe0ple.they th0ught dat they r better than any0ne else.s0-wut-eva!~
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erm..ni nk ngadu ag.ak sgt menci saat ak mencari parking d ane2,kemudian ade bebrape moto ngn slumber badaknye lepak kat tmpat prking KERETA itu.darn it.are they blind??here's the pic
!
see2,dat space is meant to CARS only.ak rase owg2 moto nie g bli nmbo ek0r d0wh c0z jalan beberape lgkah dr ctu da leyh jmpe kdai nmbo ek0 taw.n siyesly ade rmai muslim yg bli nombo ek0r leyh d temui d ctu.n x kurang gak ade yg bwk ank2 d0wng yg still tcik ms0k kedai tuh.mmg la kne jge ank pkcik,tpi jgnla smpi bwk ms0k kedai tuh,k0nfem terpengar0h nnty.sian2.bkan tuh jerk,mksud ak bukan laki jer ade ctu,mkcik2 yg bli nmbo ek0r pn ade.pastu kn pkcik2 tuh advance da taw.d0wng nek cc(cyber cafe if u w0nder),g cek nmbor ane nek tuah.ak saksi kjadian yg bese nye berlaku pda ari ahad.k,rini ahad,tg0k la ptg kang.hoho.wut a freak. T_T
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owh2,mesty w0nder ek cane ak leyh tg0k pkcik2 tuh surf tenet.fmilyku ukak cc,kdg2 ak nyibuk jge kaunter.ni pn online kt kaunter cc ah.ngee~~free~
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skrg da tataw nk wt pe.ch0w!~chelk chelk!

---cako---


Jun 4, 2009

start of sumthg nue?

oh, everyb0dy is wishing f0r a start of sumtng nue i guess.well,i h0pe so.. n h0pefully this june is g0nna b m0re 'epi eva after' st0ry to tell.we'll see b0ut dat.but!!!my june started wif sum of so called result-frustrati0n-m0ment.didnt get d '4flat' result.a- on envir0nmental engineering.haiz.nevermind,i kn0w i did best.
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i'm waiting f0r a date actually.waiting and waiting.never tired of it.hihi.
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sitting in my h0me,d0ing n0thing, so i dun have any idea on writing wut-so-eva.hey,i met my old fwen jz n0w.but didnt get much time to talk.then i logged in YM,met other fwen.old fwen.ngumpat2.hehe.cnt believe wut i've jz heard.nvermind of it.
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LATER.

---n0t in d m0od---
T_T

Jun 2, 2009

my dream,my hope

I’ve pr0mised u bef0re the night,

to wait for u at the outside,

of your house,

to go for a ride,

together we held each other tight,

there’s no need to start a fight,

everything seems to be alright,

with u smiled by my side.

. . .

We were waiting for the m0on,

to be appeared s0on . . .

. . .

As the day went by,

never heard u say g0odbye,

we still l0oking at the same sky,

i wanna tell u no lie,

i g0nna l0ve u till the day i die.

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f0r a l0ver to d bel0ved 0ne~ah. . .

hehe!

---cako---

May 30, 2009

it's f0r her:-

Ku lihat kontra di depanku,
tidak sepi tiap waktu,
dia dan katanya yang satu,
aku dan sepiku,
inginku usir pergi hingar itu,
tapi kaku ku tak mampu.

Ku lihat kini cermin di depanku,
masih sepi tiap waktu,
tapi kini tidak membatu,
wujud dalam ilham membantu,
'pergi kamu dar situ,
aman kamu sudah tentu',
aku buntu. . .

Kusut aku termenung terpaku,
ilham menari-nari di tubir mataku,
hati keresahan waktu berlalu,
harus ku putus mana jalanku,
cermin yang kaku,
atau kontra yang satu,
aku buntu.

Akhir aku ketemu,
jalan pasti sudah tentu,
ku pilih cermin yang kaku,
ku hilang kontra yang satu,
benar kata cerminku,
aman itu sudah tentu.

. . .
Finally i g0t it ri8!!i've left what i have to face b4.i wanna say tanx a l0t to my dear 0ld fwens in utm.they gave me happiness while i was staying in a place dat i never wish to be.
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My result's g0nna b published tom0rr0w.i reallllly h0pe it's g0nna b 4flat c0z i really did try my best on it.but nevermind of it n0w.i'll keep onlining today till i get tired of it!haha.
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u n0e wut?sumtimes i'm sick of people ar0und me.n0,i dnt have any psych0 pr0blems but it's natural aite?they can ch0ose to be sum mysteri0us guys or gurls or maybe sum very clever pers0n with such brilliant ideas about life.but a pers0n really cant st0p ann0y others aite?or was it me?was i wr0ng in judging pe0ple?i can assure u dat i'm n0t g0od enuf,but i n0e h0w to think f0r other's feeling.yeah,sumtimes.humans are s0-wut-eva.
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ever watched '3rd r0ck fr0m d sun'?haha.it's amazingly funny.other perspective of humans being.humans are tr0ubles0me eh?
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i wanna read manga.
LATER~

---cako---

May 24, 2009

Panjat2 Dinding!

Ah!Aket tulang blakang aku!~

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Mmg sah2 lame gileri0us ak x online.sbb pe?0wh2,byk sbb w0o.ni bwu mendpt smngt utk online lagi.haha.
Ak da abeyh stdy utk level dip.ah,ja0hnye perjalanan.bilenye plak ak nk kawen neh.wakaka.skrg adelah mse utk merehatkn otak utk smntara wktu.tpi sbnrnye otak ak x reti nk rehat p0n.xpe, biarkn bliau seketika.
npe cam x bpe windu sgt kt owg2 d U itu ye.ketahuilah bahawa ak pnah saket ati d ctu.hoho,mls nk em02 neh.id0p kne kewl.hue3.

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kt rumah keje ku asyik tg0k brite je.pling byk cite influenza H1N1,bunuh2,ragut, ngn p0litik. ha, brite ane satu pling k0rang ske dgar?pilih2.serabut gak klu jdi PM skrg.ah,ak owg bese ni pn da rase cm cuak gak.tpi seb bek gak d0k kt mesia.cube klu negara len..bese lagi tr0k kn?hehe!alhamdulillah~~

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klu k0rang d offer keje krjn ngn smbung stdy to degree,ane yg akn k0rng pilih?
tell me,tell me~!

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ah,skrg adelah musim ak windu kekasey.wkaka.agk ngengade d ctu.hik3.
skrg ak ade better life than b4.tpi skrg gak ak ilang agk ramai kwn sbb ade yg ingt ak s0mbong.huh?hakikat beb.tpi atleast skrg ak nmpk ane satu kwn ak yg SEBENAR!

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i've nothing else to say. . .

---cako---

Apr 29, 2009

Pagi2 d April

Chelk chelk!~

Smlm aku layan cite Bohsia.wkaka,x ter'pk la plak nk tg0k cite tu.tpi so far,besh gak aa.so aku cdangkan ko layan je la cite tue.mesty ade part2 tertentu yg ko akn gelak.thniah2~

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Aku bace bl0g owg,sume sib0k d0k cite sal sem last blaja kat U.adeh,gua tade st0ry la beb.just aku telah mnggalkn kwan bek ku dan tetibe aku merasa berkawan scr umum lik.haha.bahagie aku skrg.mtk mf la kwn lameku itu.aku tade niat nk tggalkn ko.tpi sumpah da x tahan beb.

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Ha, ni nk cite nie.bleh x aku mngatakan ape yg slame ni owg ckp sal pmpn drve itu adelah BENAR2 belaka.k0wng pnah dgar x owg ckp pmpn klu drve mesty bahaye,x bt0l,cm ntah pape? slame ni aku dgar je la.mls nk k0men pa pe.cm unfair le plak kn.TAPI, ritu aku drve area danau k0ta, agak malang gak ah it0t blakang kete s0wng POMPUAN itu.bygkan aa,ane aku x hangen,tiap 30 saat cmtu d0k brek2~~ak menyangkekan bahawa sesungguhnye bliau bertemu ngan mane2 bonggol kt jalan!!ah,marahnye!pastu tibe kt satu simpang tuh,dgan x bgi signal pn cuk0p,die brek scr mngej0t kot!sumpah ade ah bape saat je lagi utk aku brek b4 ci0m montot kete die!cet!spnjng nk blik umah tu,aku d0k sumpah seranah pmpn tu wlpn die xmgkin akn mndgarnye!(amaran:mencar0t tidak bek utk kesihatan)

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Hoho,pnas ati jerk ingt lik sal tu.tpi laki p0n lebeyh kurang gak jerk.mentang2 la ak pakai Kancil jerk,k0wng bgi ak mkn asap ekz0s kowng ek.t0l2 brangan atas trek lumbe k0t!xpe2,tggu ak bli kete aa~!

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Dan mase pulang ke rumah ritu aku bwu dpt lalu highway DUKE tuh.wkakaka.gile ketinggalan.mmg lengang gileri0us aa.burn RM2 ak utk t0l tuh.ceh!


Masa highway DUKE ngah dibina

0ff lu aa.nnty pas exam ak nk online lame2~!

Chelk chelk!~



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